I am not a dating expert. All I know is what I have seen in London. Relationships has always been a mystery to me. I never understood the game and maybe because of that I was never really good at it. I was maybe always too honest. People would tell me I am too emotional and say too much. However, that is me. Emotions are the only thing that keeps us alive and different from an empty bucket.
I wrote this piece a while back. I stumbled on it looking through my writing bits and pieces. It’s good to publish it now because it’s relevant. Everyone is in a relationship with someone.
I am left with immense longing for love. Did I ask for too much? When will I have love? The love that you and I know? The one we long to feel….You know, the one when we forget the world, the time of the day and we only exist for each other. Has it ever happened or did I dream of it? This perfection of being with someone can only be felt not imagined.
Although I have always thought imagination is better than reality when it comes to love. However, that’s not the case this time. Now it has vanished into a thin air. You magically appeared, took my heart and disappeared into a thin air. And here I am reminiscing about what might had happened if I had behaved differently or said something else. Would you be talking to me now? Would you still be in touch with me?
When it comes to love matters I am completely useless. I am not sure what to do. People say there are no rules in love and you should do what you feel like…It’s all in the mind. Everything is so fast. If you don’t sleep with a guy on the night you meet you never see or hear from him again.
The chivalry days are gone. In order to date you have to have money, be young, skinny, and have sex whenever a guy pleases. What happened to the conversation? What happened to “the connection” between two people? Have we become the conveyor belt when it comes to love? Has love become purely physical?
People say when the right time comes “you will meet the right person”, “it will happen when you least expect it” but if you have been “least expecting it for numerous years, what then?
What I had learned since is make decisions and make it happen. No-one will fall in love with you unless you fall in love with yourself. Love is always the way in life. Relationships is what you make of it. Nothing and no-one can make it for you. Go on, create some magic and love around you.